From the Book - First edition.
Phlebotomy, as Told by the Blood --
Metaphors for My Body on the Examination Table --
Essay Fragment: Medical Model of Disability --
When My Doctor First Tells Me I Am a Woman --
On Examination/Dereliction --
Discovering My Gag Beflex, an Absence --
There's No Word in English for the First Rain of Any Season --
Ode to the First Time I Wore a Dress & My Mother Did Not Flinch --
All I Ever Wanted to Be Was Nothing at All --
Essay Fragment: Moral Model of Disability --
In the Dream Where I Wake Up in My Physics Class Naked --
They Leave Nothing for the Morning --
Before the Not-Child's Not-Howl --
The Queer Trans Girl Writes Her Estranged Mother a Letter About the Word Faggot & It Is the First Word to Burn --
Family Portrait as Unfinshed Meal --
Hapnophobia or the Fear of Being Touched --
Ekphrasis on My Rapist's Wedding Dress --
Essay Fragment: Tragedy Model of Disability --
Phlebotomy, as Told by the Skin --
When My Gender is First Named Disorder --
Still Life with Bedsores --
Essay Fragment: Preexisting Conditions --
Ritual of Small Mercies --
Abecedarian Requiring Further Examination Before a Diagnosis Can Be Determined --
Litany of Ordinary Violences --
On Using the Women's Bathroom --
Metaphors for My Body, Postmortem --
Essay Fragment: Economic Model of Disability --
When My Brother Makes a Joke About Trans Panic --
The Body of a Girl Lies on the Asphalt Like the Body of a Girl --
Ars Poetica or Sonnet to Be Written Across My Chest & Read in a Mirror, Beginning with a Line from Kimiko Hahn.